Sometimes I wonder how true Apple's Life's Bus philosophy is. As time past I've come to realise it is true that some people do stay longer aboard your bus. As you drive down the road that leads to the final destination, the terminal, the end, everybody would have alighted from your bus. This is not a statement driven by devastation or emotional state of mind. It is statement of realisation. It may be true that those who truely love you would stay by your side till you pull that key out of the keyhole and hear the sound of engine die down. But they would not be able to follow you, wherever you are going.

And again, if everybody is a Life's Bus driver, who is to board others' buses?

I personally do not believe that there would be anybody who can be there for anybody till the end. Call me a hopeless being who holds no faith in happiness, I wouldn't care. The removal of the mask of rehearsed smiles reveals a sunken face devoid of expressions. Mere acquaintance move on after you are of no value to them. Friends leave you the moment you have no time for them. Family turn their backs towards you when you err. Lovers give up when there is no love, no future to be. In the end, you have only yourself to comfort yourself. Your strengths, your weaknesses, you know all of them. Your flaws, your thoughts, you know best. Your past, your present, your future, you forget none.

In your past lay yourself. In your present lies yourself. In your future lies yourself. How can anyone be selfless then?

I mock so-called selflessness and ridiculous requests in human relationships. They only appear as superficial friendliness to me. So please shut up.

An extraordinarily ordinary female. You can call me sa and be informed that I am a real glutton with super high metablolism rate so be on your guard if you are my foe, I may not be able to control myself and will try hard bite your head off.

-YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED FOES-




Yang Guang Zhai Nan - Jay Chou